我的勇气...
坚强..
忍耐...
意志...
既究还能撑多久..?
截止日期是什么时候...?
能不能就干脆单纯点...
什么都不懂的...
会不会觉得更快乐一些...?
讨厌...
讨厌...
讨厌虫虫...
讨厌暗暗...
讨厌被骗的感觉...
讨厌被冷落...
讨厌什么都做不好都做不到...
讨厌有时懂得太多有时懂得太少...
讨厌...
讨厌...
讨厌...
也开始越来越讨厌自己...
发觉原来最讨厌的是...
...自己这个东西...
failed....i failed...
i had promised myself that i should not cry...
but...
i had failed to do it...
and i know...
i am...not strong enough as i though...
i...really is too weak...
so weak....
i am a weak...!!!
until when i will become stroger?
which year?which month?which day?
hour?which minute?which second?
which moment?
and i really really really hate dark...!!!
don't cry...
sometimes...really feel wanna to cry...
but it never be a right time for me to cry...
not yesterday...coz yesterday already past...
not today...coz today still gonna do a lot of things...
not tomorrow...coz tomorrow still is not mine...i can't decide anything...
but...
is time to be a big girl now...
shouldn't cry...
ya...
shouldn't cry...
n...
don't cry...
as the song "Big Girl Don't Cry"...
still alive...?
夜深了...晚了...其他人都睡了...到处都静了...
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静得仿佛可以听到自己的心跳和呼吸声...
暗暗高兴...
恭喜自己...
依然得以心跳和呼吸的权力...
和幸福...
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